Friday, September 3, 2010
Dug this photo out which was almost 4 years ago! Kuanee seems very very sleepy here. Well, time really flies.Sometimes i am thinking what is the purpose of me still studying. I actually left a 65 marks question blank just because there was problems booting up the IT programme that was needed for the exams. I was disappointed and gutted. Well, you cannot say I don't care about my exams because i was feeling disappointed!
I can't help but ask myself again and again "WHY AM I STILL WASTING MY TIME STUDYING?!" This question resurfaced in my head everytime i take out my notes to study. If you think all i need to do is to take out my notes and memorise everything and i will be fine then you are dead wrong. This time i asked myself, what kept me going?
I realised that other than the expensive school fees, I don't wanna let the people around me down. My lecturers made great efforts to help me and I know Chua Hai Eng really really wishes to see me passing her module. Peifen always go to great lengths to help me in my studies and honestly without her, I could have long ago became history of the class. Of course there are my classmates who are always helping me whenever i have a question. I could almost turn to anyone in class for help! When they did not give up on you, you know it is not time yet to give up on yourself. You know you just cannot let them down and you have to keep fighting on.
It's sad that I am doing this for others but I must get rid of this from my head. 2 papers + 1 more semester remaining, I must do it at all costs.
and to Weilun, do not give up too!!
9:55 AM
